Age isn't just a number I guess. It is so powerful that it can rebranding someone either towards goodness or inclement. For me,being already twenty on 5 January make me realized that I don't have my teens in my age anymore and I can't play around like I used to because my mind will filled with responsibility and dignity after this.
In 20 years,I've gone through a lot of pain. A lot. Disobedience to Allah, outrageous rudeness to my parents, excruciating break-off and showed my disrespectful side to the others. No one knows how regret I am, how I feel being judged by strangers, how much I'm overwrought to face all the consequences alone. Even I've some reasons why I did that,no one seems to understand me well and no one will bloody care.
But after all I know Allah is fair and all-knowing. He knows that somehow I can't bear these burdens and in returns, He sends me such an understanding family and an amazing friends that never let me shed tears. At the end,I learnt something - Allah never promise us a good life. He gave the assurance that there will always be a rainbow after the rain. I know life is getting harder these days and whatever it is,I've to live my life to the fullest.
'We only live once but once is enough if we do it right.'