I can conclude that this semester is like the beginning of my open-hijab to see everything in terms of humanity and benevolence. I learned all these in hard way which I've to pay with tears, heartache and heavy thinking. It's kind of mind torture which I think much extremely worst than physical one. Now I know why people always said "At the end of the day,its all about you and yourself,no one else." I learned that lacking of consideration to others is not a crime but a must nowadays.
I learned the hard way that somehow it's a blessed to fall down because you'll be rewarded with a supervision to see who's you can really count off when you hit the rock bottom. The naked truth is hurt; enough to give visceral scars in your heart because the one you'll be expecting of is not there to comfort you.
I learned the hard way that time doesn't heal anything. It just teaches us how to live with the pain. I learned the hard way that it's not physical tortures that hurt you the most but love. Yes,love.
